Time changes us. People too. Sometimes people make us happy. Sometimes they hurt us. Sometimes they make a significant change in our lives. Sometimes they don’t let us forget something. Some good moments, some bad times.
But the problem starts when you can’t forget, can’t forgive. Even if you forgive, you can’t forget. There are some things that are not in our control. Worrying over them or trying to change them is useless. Still we do so. Because that’s not in our control to let go of it. They say that let go of the things that are in your circle of no control. Easier said than done. Not at all easy.
No matter how hard you try, you cannot do so. No matter how much you want, you can’t change some things. They are inevitable. Some people some situations are unavoidable, inescapable. You cannot just close your eyes to what you do not want to see or close your ears to what you do not want to hear. You have to, whether you like it or not.
There are times you wish you could run away somewhere, or be invisible. But you cannot.
There are times you wish you could disappear and not face the people. But you cannot.
There are times you wish you could have escaped your presence. But you cannot.
Not everything is in your control. No matter how hard you try, you sometimes cannot avoid being hurt. Times you cannot change things as per your wish. Times you cannot make anything happen that you want.
That time when you are completely helpless. You feel crippled. Betrayed. Hurt. Alone. Anguished. Painful. Depressed. Sad. That time when you feel sorry for yourself. When you feel it difficult to live. When you feel worthless. When you don’t even feel like living. That is the worst time you ever face in your life! Darkness. Life at a dead end.